WELL...

There's a spot that has begun a pilgrimage across my face, so am doing my utmost to support it in it's quest, especially considering the harsh weather conditions it will be facing, what with the predicted 100mph winds and blizzards of such force unseen in living memory.
Other than that I've got some work experience, some work, and some general confusion, and to keep it all stuck together, a squidgy lil tummy ache. AWW.

I've Run Out of Things to Think About

I don't know what to do.

Below, I have copy/pasted 3 sections from an application form I'm attempting to fill in. With these 3 sections, I know not what to do:

Chart

Please draw a chart showing your position in your present or most recent organisation

Interests

What general interests to you have outside your work?

Experience

Please use this space to give further details of your training, experience and other skills in support of your application (additional sheets may be attached as necessary).

It would appear that one is descending into the banal, since one cannot locate ones rant mechanism in order to write something displaying a personality, passion or potential.
And one is incapable of gainfully employing ones enthusiasm and turning it to a new venture.

I regret to say, it would appear, one has regressed, and become an Emo, or a Bored, possibly a Discontent, or even an Overly Content (since one strives for nothing more).

It's vicious, and not even a real problem, which I suppose makes it all the more crippling.

Ach

Fuck it.

I don't like being wrong

I wanted to be right, so everything could be nice.
But its not.
Sorry.

ARGH

How emo?! was that. Or was it, I'm not sure. Seems one has hit the default cold-hearted (that is inability to connect) phase in goddamnedness of confusion that is....... stuff. Bloody stuff, it's all over the place, maybe I should tidy it safely into a little box and forget it under the bed.

Jenni Hurts: Faith Without Finity

Ouch. Again.
I have an infuriatingly infinite capacity for faith in people who appear to have, or are believed to have little or no potential.
I'll believe in you always.

People lie. And bend truths. And avoid truths. And turn things around because of unwanted feelings of guilt. And don't accept responsibility. And give up too quickly. And give in too easily. Do people really want the things they believe they want anymore?

Dead

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