Stopt

and increasingly spotty.

Happy as a Pig in Shit

It's obvious and stuff, but disturbingly true when applied to an individual.

I'm

small and a bit ouchy today. Reconsidering the grand scheme of things. Not that there is one, but if there was, what it would be and why it would be wrong. Feel a bit odd... sort of changeful. And stuff

I'm

getting old. Calgon is starting to seem like a good idea.

I'm

going mad.

Syndication cont; Ima get me a craft.

With all the skillziz and the knowledgability to make all the less-than-blessed of the world BEAUTIFUL.
Starting with a suit similar to Stalins' burial outfit, soon everyone within arms reach will be well threaded.

Incitement to Violence

For the record, I was provoked on more than one occasion, so if it occurs, it's not with out reason.

Self medication

It's actually quite do-able, and after a bit of a whiskey/sambuca splurge, things sometimes become clearer. Personally, I've found, that if I write down the things that have been detrimental to my being, like being stupid, getting confused, thinking too much about these things until I rationalise them to a point where anyone else would stab themselves in the ear to stop the thinking, if written down, and I fully invest myself in creation of their physical existence (on paper), they become less abstract and much easier to discard, and stay discarded.
The only way this plan can be compromised is if someone else reads what you've written before it's destruction. Written Angst, W'Angst, if you will, must be carefully guarded. There's barely enough room for one person in a head, let alone two.

HURT ME, HURT ME; HURT MEEE!

Didn't see that one coming.

I think I'd like to own a bar.

WHICH ONE IS IT?

Flumps

I've been offered a job with a half decent salary, start training Monday. Have an interview for a course I really want to do in three weeks, must start work on my portfolio. Lil sister has come to visit me, she's more blonde, and it's great to see her... Yet I feel like shit. Thanks. (really possibly quite petty, but some things I most definitely can't deal with, even if it's only paranoia.)

ohdeargodimsoboredandicantaffordtobuytobaccountiltheendoftheweekohmydays

ohdeargodimsoboredandicantaffordtobuytobaccountiltheendof
theweekohmydaysalthoughtodayigotsomemoneyforafewhours
worksotechnicallyicanbuytobaccobutthemoneyisburningahole
inmypocketsoimtryingnottotouchitandineedtofindsomething
todowithmysparetimebecauseimgoingstircrazywatchingtoomuch
televisionandallthosestupidamericanshowsaregrowingever
more'significant'inrelationtoyourownlifewhichtobefair
mostlyrevolvesaroundtheteleveisionschedule. I'm going to buy some tobacco.

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AnMustY

Must.Stop.LISTENING.to other people.

Grr, Argh, oh...

Watching Circus of Horrors. Donald Pleasance is being mauled by a man in a bear costume, which is a shame. He probably won't appear in much more of the film since his character appears to have died.
And once again I wonder how to stem the tide of fuck ups. Repeating a mistake doesn't make it better. But how is the mistake identified?

Bruce Wayne

oh

About twenty minutes ago, a man talking on a mobile phone was stood across the road from my flat, peeing up the wall. It's quite a busy road, and he was under a street light. I didn't say anything...
Earlier, on the bus a woman walloped her son. She seemed pretty angry. Almost felt as if I was intruding.
Watching a programme about hypochondriacs, and one of the therapists collapsed in a supermarket to demonstrate that not everyone will clamour around and call ambulances. The man closest to him carried on shopping.

Hovis Invisible Crust

How would you like your anaemia?

Toasted please

Butter?

I should frigging well think so, I need something to maintain these curly locks

As I was typing this witty(?) entry, a fricking huge, OLD (old meaning ancient looking) BEE seemed to rise from nowhere, and fizzle towards the window. With it being February, and snow having fallen, I threw open the curtains and windows and allowed the little guy to go free. Does it count as murder to send a being to almost inevitable death? He looked kind of dusty though, I'm thinking he's lived through a lot.

£172.31

Why is the gas bill so much? So much for my budget plan thingy.

Looking Good

Things seem to be not too bad :)

La la lalaaalala

Ever feel like *something*, maybe your brain, is expanding out the back of your head and being swallowed by the universe, or the ether. It's kind of weird, maybe it's the not smoking as much as usual kick I'm on.
AND! yesterday I think a customer told me to fuck off.

Jeepers Creepers 2!

Ever felt like you're living in one of those trendy hip dark satirical things on the telly? It's a strange feeling thinking you could be caught up in the Truman show, but with lots more dark humour and dramatic irony.
And how/what/why is Jeepers Creepers 2. It's not even B-movie bad, it's just boring.

Tomorrow, Tomorrow, you're only an hour away.

Tomorrow we see what Jenni has done at work. I have done stuff... Oh wibbles.

Bill and Teds Most Excellent Adventure

...is on the telly. Feel a lil bit squiggly, in an ungood way. Maybe smokes are due their demise in my spending of time. That said, the girl in the Nicontinell ad with the motorbike and the pout looks damn cool.
Should really be more appreciative/constructive with the time, it's one of the only, if not the only, thing that I have a lot of at present, but the one thing I've never managed to find is something to spend it on that doesn't ultimately disappoint, bore or overwhelm me.
Generally one finds oneself out of her depth on a regular basis, and has become so used to blagging by way of treading water, one isn't sure her feet haven't become soggy flippers incapable of supporting the little weight one carries.

Start On Wednesday

Don't know what to wear. Oh dear.